I have a huge pile of papers to send off today. almost done with the initial paperwork, homestudy stuff. then it will be on to dossier papers. one more big hurdle nearly jumped. one step closer to the kids. Thinking of calling little boy Holden. Having a little trouble finding people to write letter of recommendation for homestudy. One friend I have known for all of my life will gladly do it, another friend said she would but two others declined. I get the feeling maybe they dont think we should adopt. so now I need to find one more person to write. Eric and I are each other's best friend we do not have a lot of outside friends. well I need to get my papers in order and get them in the mail or it wont matter who writes it will be tooo late.