how come other people's families and friends are supportive of adoption and help them and donate and what can we do to help you? but our family? not so much. I am not having a good day today, the world is crashing in on us due to all the crappy things going on right now and all I want is to bring home our little girl. not one person in our family or friends ordered magazines donated money. I sent out a mass email and got one reply from a most unlikely source. I guess I am feeling very unsupported in a lot of things right now. They are all piling up. Adoption is just ONE of those things. today I would like to take a nap but instead I have to go to a birthday party and an evening barbecue when all I want to do is stay home and cry. I dont know if this belongs in this blog or the other but this is where I ended up so here is where its at.